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It's so true when they say you become your mom when you grow up.
Acutally,  a lot of things that people told me (and annoyed the crap out of me at the same time) are coming to be true.
I know... I know....  now they're all saying... "told ya so...  told ya...     PUNCH! 


Anyway, I can't pinpoint exactly when this started to happen because I didn't acknowledge it's happening until just recently. But my sister and I used to make fun of my mom for the amount of "under" clothes she wore. Always  had to have some kind of undershirt, even in the summer... be it a tank top or camisole, it was always there. And in the winter, some kind of "under" pants pants. If you know what cuddleduds are, that was the kind of thing she wore under jeans or slacks.  And they came up to your neck. So there were no breaks in her underclothes... the pants pants came up to her neck, and the undershirt came down past her seat. No chance of a skin flash or even a slight chill.

The other day I was getting dressed and realized I was out of clean under tanks.  I was upset, and almost wore a dirty one because I couldn't bear the thought of going out of the house without one on.  I said to myself... "oh, I'm going to be so uncomfortable. I may even feel a draft of air sneak up the back of my shirt and oh the horror of it all."  And it was then it hit me that I've become my mother.

*this Dayquil sinus is so far... not working.*

Pretty paper

Before walls:






gonna be walls:

One piece down!

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I don't know where I left off from the other day...   Maybe #4??

but anyway... 
I think I have a new sono pic somewhere on this puter....

 

there she is...
i swore I saw an extra part...   but the doc still said she was sure it was a girl.  But of course, not 100%.  She gave me a 99%.
I'm still not convinced.... but damn I got a girly room in the works... so...

I should take a before pic... though it's not gonna change much. 
All I've done so far is move some furniture out of the room. This desk I'm currently sitting at is the last thing. . and the keyboard which is going soon... to up state NY... And I really should stop moving furniture by myself.  I'm bound to hurt something ... or someone...  But I'm so impatient.


I've also been working on a budget all week... and I must say, though sad... it's kinda fun...  I can see how people get hooked on spreadsheets... 

RIght now,...   Norma and Cliff keep eating my papers...  Since when do they eat mail?  I take it away, put it down... and they sneak back and steal it!
Annoying, but of course I'm amused...



Family Activities this week:

Cliff keeps coming up with new ways to sit on the couch:
  

nutty dog 


and Daryl keeps coming up with new places to stick the Gala stickers from off the apples.
 

Norma is busy being a princess:




And I'm busy finding ways to BE SERIOUS HERE! 
or not...







 

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There's a song I've listened to a gazillion gimes.... gimes? let's say times for correctness' sake.

So anyway, I listened to it again today and one of the first lines smacked me so hard in the face with a word that I SWORE was some other word and when I heard it today, it was clearly the word it was.
What the FUCK am I talking about.... anyway, I had spent months and months... and months thinking it some other word... and so much in fact that I almost feel like someone switched out the song on my ipod and replaced the word...
Your brain indeed plays tricks on you... I guess that vision thing works for ears too... like when your eyes make up part of a picture... or change a word you're reading. And when you re-read, you're like... "but that just said..."

 

 or is it a goat?  Yeah, I think I remember horns...  I've been on this site for probably ten years and I don't remember if it's a goat or a lamb...

anyway...


Since I've been absent (minded) and haven't updated for myself... I'll recap list style...  (happens to be a favorite style of mine)

1. Diner peeps had a shower for me.
The cake looked like dis:


One of the presents looked like this:




They're so sweet!  

Looking at that picture reminds me of #2...  (these are not in chronological order, or logical order... they're in.. whatever comes to mind fast enough so I can move into the living room and finally be home for the first time to watch true blood...)

so anyway, #2:
In  overwhelming consternation at the fact that I'm going to be responsible for another human life in 7 weeks and haven't yet been able to successfully pay for my own, I've been selling all things visible that I don't use daily in my house on ebay.  Ok, maybe not all things that fit into that category... but a good amount.  I've been very cheaply selling them, but I think because of that, they've been selling.  However, I did sell the base that which holds up that pink flowery baby bag shown above. And since the guy already paid for it, It might be a done deal.  He's picking it up next weekend...  I guess it still could follow that he sees her, and is not impressed??  Either way I'm happy...  if she goes, I keep the money already in my paypal... if she stays, I'm happy too.  Because I do like her, not as much a Kurt...   Dirk was actually upset when I told him...  But not majorly upset... just kinda shocked I guess.  What can I say, I'm out of my mind right now in worryville.

3:  Went to the doc twice in the last 12 days or so...  will go again in two...
Highlights:
 this guy kept me company on the way up and down...

 I never noticed before that in that painting, there is a baby in the red circle.  I couldn't get a good enough pic because the other people in the room probably would've thought things that I didn't want them to think...  Now I'm thinking I shouldn't have cared coz I really wanna see it closer.

 I want one of those chairs...


Crap...  True blood is almost on... I may have to finish this later...

Currentings List style...

 


1.  I can't even remember when I last had a badheadache.  If being pregnant means my headaches go away, then I'm having kids every year until my body can't anymore.  I will sell them all on Ebaby. Seriously... going from an almost everyday some sort of headache (usually bad) to an occassional small sinus headache has been quite nice.  I haven't had to miss work for a headache in months! Maybe by the time I'm done being pregnant, the headaches will have forgotten where my head is and never come back! That's what my wish is. *

2.  I got my blood sugar test this past saturday.  Not sure what the results are yet... but I'm sure they're fine. There was another prego lady there, and as soon as she laid eyes on me drinking my orange sugary liquid, she passed me and said, "I'll be right back to sit next to you."
HA!  people are so funny.  Seriously...  Like, we're automatically BFF coz we're both pregnant.  I thought to myself, "oh good, someone to distract me from my book I
 was looking forward to catching up on while I have to sit here and wait for five hours...." But then I was secretly happy coz I was hoping she'd been like a looney toon and it would give me some good story to tell. I actually started reading while she was signing in, and I seriously had trouble keeping my eyes open.  The late work nights are starting to get to me I think. And I got up early to make it to labcorp when it opened coz I knew this was a longer test. So anyway, at least this women kept me awake by asking me questions...  But she really wasn't that much of a looney...  just real friendly.  She opened with "Oh, you're so lucky you got the orange drink. I got the cherry.  I HATE the cherry. It's gross!" She did ask me if I was disappointed I was having a girl.  I must've made a face when I said it or something... but then she told me she was on her 3rd girl, so... she was indeed disappointed. 
Oh, and there was this guy there too that kinda creeped me a bit. He sat next to me in the waiting room.. and kinda cleared his throat like a billion times...
then he sat next to me again in the holding room...   and cleared his throat some more...  I kinda felt him looking at me.  He must've been sixty something.  I thought maybe he was gonna ask me about my phone... or ask me if I was pregnant...  But he finally came out with, "Lotta people here huh?"
I responded with a good ol' "yup".
And he continued about how it doesn't really pay to come early and that the people there must've waited at the door... 
ha...  but then he got called in, so that was the end of that conversation.

3. I'm not as easily offended lately as I was in the beginning of this whole thing.  Like... people tend to kinda take stock of me everyday. And it used to annoy the shit outta me.  But for some reason, it's not bothering me lately... I think I'm just getting excited about the actual baby to think about my body. And I'm trying to savor the rest of this last trimester coz the first two went so fast...  And I think I might miss being pregnant...  

I went to a funeral today, my Aunt Sara RIP... but anyway, on the way home, my mom wanted to stop at Walmart to get bread... (coz it's only 2.50)  and so I'm walking around with her (I got some bread too... and the snack packs I forgot the last time) and this women who works there...  (must've been some kinda manager, she had lots of keys on a big curly chain) she walked up beside me and said, "Oh.. when are you due?"  (I think I answered that question 30 times today.. ya know how funerals are like family reunions...) but anyway... she asked when I was due and I said, "oh, sept. 8th."  and then she went on about how adorable she thought I was and that my little belly was so cute...  ha ha ha...   I just had to giggle.  My mom just looked at her like she was nuts.  But that was the first stranger encounter actually.  I mean, other women talk about strangers touching them.  But so far, I've only got co-workers touching me. But I guess since she was saying sweet things, I didn't mind.  So it's kinda nice to be acknowledgably pregnant. It kinda makes ya feel...  special.  Man, I'm a cheeseball. But I don't know how else to say it, but months 1-6... kinda uneventful in that department...

4. Getting small bouts of heartburn here and there but not major. Usually lasts an hour or so a couple nights a week.

5. Man the Mets got their asses kicked sunday...  but I won't talk about it...  or mention the friday night missed fly catch fiasco either.

6. I moved a TV this evening.. prob. a bad idea.

7. I get my RHOGAM shot tomorrow.  WOO HOO...  directly after a doc. visit.


9. That's all I can think of right now... or I should go to bed...



 *I'm pretty sure I just jinxed myself with #1.

Balling, balling, balling...

 


I think I had the hardest cry ever today...


(sidenote: I really want SIMS 3.  Is it for mAC????)  I got distracted coz there's an animated ad for it to the right of my screen, so I keep looking at it as I type this.  Man it's been a while since I played SIMS.  I miss killing off gobs of sims in one house and then moving a new family into the most haunted house on the block!

 
Anyway, so I cried a lot when I got home...  and that's it really...  my poor norma was so concerned... see: 



So... I stopped and made dinner...  then D got home, and I cried some more and told him what happened...

But I really don't wanna talk about it...

One good thing is that I fixed the website...  at least I think I did....now to just put something worthwhile on it...  I change my mind literally every five minutes...   No idea is a good idea for more than 5 minutes...   ok.  For more than a week let's average...

So I'm just giving up for tonight and going to bed while I have a chance to go to bed before midnight...

Godaddy- mac --- which is it?

 

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 This is totally prego un-related but...

I've looked up this problem and many others seem to be having it lately.
I made two websites now with iweb. 
The first one worked out fine....  pointed domains in the right directions... changed CNAME's appropriately...

Now, I've done a second site the same exact way... and NO WORKY!
I've called GoDaddy, where my domains are registered...  and it went from bad to worse.  Whatever they did made it not work at all whether you put www or not.  At before I called them, it at least worked if you just typed the domain without the www.

I'm so frustrated but ...  Nobody seems to know how to fix it.